May 2010
3 posts
little naive heart.
I’m left out in the cold, sick and trembling, called gorgeous by mistaken lips and blind eyes. Laughed at for incurable diseases and ripped apart for accusing fingers. Never ending silence in a darkened world… don’t try to save me.
I’m un-savable, dishonest, uncaring, and undeserving of your love. Drop me in a hole and watch as I fall into the abyss, turn away as I scream out for your loving...
i liek red dis peom nd iz tink itz aboot jewsus...
where the hell did you learn english?
born in flames. by =corina90
professor, teach me the geography of twisting torsos and tangled limbs. professor, teach my the science of exploding chemical reactions. professor, teach me the language of love. whisper the rubric into the river of my throat, tattoo the directions on the backside of my spine. then shed the skin of scholars and embrace the world of explorers. mold my hips and discover the ridgeline of my...
April 2010
7 posts
Screaming for the End.
As the wind rustled through his chopped, dyed hair, he wonders where he fits in the world. Screams echoed and bounced off the walls of his skull. Curled up in thoughts unforgivingness, his eyes shone like the luminescent stars that shown on a moonless night. Disgust painted his face with frustration and resentment barreled deep, beneath his brow. Cracked composer and hallowed out soul stared back...
“Falling and flying aren’t so different; when you forget what direction...”
Twisting the Fabricated Lies of Life.
story writin by me!(: enjoy.
I had never seen the sky for the first ten years of my short life. They, those who held me captive, told me it was nothing special, just a boring dull blue ceiling with gray gloomy wimpy clouds. I did not know what clouds looked like so I guessed at what they might look like, I missed by a long shot. Anyway as I sit here underneath the sparkling midnight sky I think...
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If I told you that I stole your heart, would you...
ieatpikachu:
thatkidkayden:
or would you let me keep it?
thinking of you has become as much as a habit as...
I wish i was the girl you thought of everyday, every hour, every minute. Unfortunatelyi am not the one who can make you laugh when you want to kill yourself, i am not the perfect girl of your dreams, nor am i any good for you. i know you fell fast and hard and expected nothing of me and though our friends thought us together cute, it was all lies. Lies upon lies layered in between and stacked on...
March 2010
42 posts
hi.
you would make the three years fly by without a second thought. You could make work mixed with school enjoyable. Make any place lovable and dreams come true. Turn every wish upon a star seem like reality and containable. I would rather go to anywhere with you, some forgotten far off place, than be stuck in a city without you. you make the fire dance and the moon shine. the stars twinkle with glee...
“Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright, until...”
an weird way to view H2O.
Water. The strongest, softest, hardest, most powerfulsubstance in the world. It can break apart rocks and tear through mountains. Yet, it’s one of only two things needed to keeps us alive. Our bodies are made up of 90% water and our brains are 93% water. Water feeds and grows trees and plants which turn the air we breath into oxygen, and also keeps the animals we eat hydrated. The earth is...
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WatchAlbert Einstein <3
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Bob Marley.
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect, you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she...
ashes to ashes we all fall down.
as the thundering rain clouds rush by, i start thinking about you… did you really do what i think you did? but why? and for what reason? do you really have no clue?
i used to fall asleep to your voice, but now all i hear are the tormented screams. going around and around in my head of my choice, the same choice that haunts my deep dark dreams.
as friends move on with their lives, i feel as if i...
everything, yet nothing.
What is this world we live in? Is it a world full of hurt and hate… Or maybe there is love somewhere within. An unchallenged love of destiny and fate.
We supposedly live in a world full of different people. But in our difference are we all the same?? In our difference do we all feel the sadness of people, Or like everyone else do we over look the shame?
The shame of feeling the want to...
began Saturday, September 12, 2009.
101 check list - 1001 days to complete 1. Plan the SA trip 2. Learn to drive 3. Kiss under the stars 4. Start a conversation with a stranger 5. Get a new tattoo or go SCUBA diving 6. Give Blood (if I’m old enough) 7. Grow my hair out to my ribs 8. Get lost and aimlessly walk around 9. Take 101 hour long walks (0/101) 10. Write a novel and send it to a publisher 11. Try Skiing 12. Take a trip...
made to love?
an undiscovered truth, a beautiful sadness. The Boulevard of Broken Dreams A new found glory, a lost forgotten hope where do loss poetically pathetic people go? disconnected and unconcerned… perhaps a lesson in romantics will help. shall we love? L-O-V-E four little letters with so much power. maybe it is… a cure for sadness never being alone again being some ones sun shine or… a...
the great unknown.
finding beauty in imperfection looking for the good mixed in with the bad not knowing the future, the past too well known as it plays over and over in my hunted memories through blood, sweat, and tears comes something unexplainable beyond logic, above imagination, and far out of reach though we might try our entire lives. destroyed and far from recovery broken down, falling apart under the...
lost.
It’s over. I’m done. I’ve ruined what little chance I had at happyness. Now, with the weight of all the sadness on my shoulders, I can no longer stand and have fallen from grace. It’s as if im floating and falling and blind and dead and surpressed and forced and uncaring and heartless and a sad excuse for a human. I knew i would break hearts if I tried to love some one....
as the days tick pass, i find myself slowly...
how to stay humble...
remember that for every one person that likes you…. there’s 20,000 other people in the world that hate you! Kinda sad, but it’s true.
:) <3 this song and avirl lavigne!
what do you say?
What do you tell a guy when he says he only wants you and he’s crying on the phone because he misses you so so so much? How do you say you feel the same? How do you respond when he says he accidentally took some drug that made him hallucinate and dizzy and loopy? And in that state he saw you and he hugged you and never let go? What do you say when he calls you up and you know he’s...
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i may be wrong...
…but if u love me, u love me for all of me. not some of me, some of the time. no acceptions. no rejections. no limitations. and if u say u love me, u love me with more than words, u love me with ur actions. u back it up with something more than attraction. so whenever u get around to actually loving me, …let me kno. because right now im just not seeing it. but who knows, i could be...
There’s another world inside of me that you...
“i’m goin’ home, gonna load my shotgun
wait by the door and light a...”
– Miranda Lambert
“I’ve learned that you cannot make somebody love you. All you can do is...”
– :)
Sometimes, a hug is all that we need.
As the terenchal downpour of rain continues to wreak havoc and block out the sounds floating up from downstairs, I listen to my sister and her friends laugh and shout and eat and have fun. I wonder where and what my friends are up to. I miss them oh so terribly much. Living 3347miles away from the ones you love isn’t easy, but I have to endure and survive the next year and a half here and...
“There once was a girl named kelly
Who made butterflies flutter in my tummy!...”
– my love
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consider yourself warned. by =Corina90
this is the time where it’d be appropriate to issue you a warning. where it’d be wise to tell you about the dangerous curves ahead, slippery with ice and sweat, slick with catastrophe just waiting to happen. you see, i am no genteel lover. i do not usher in honeyed words and press lily-lips against the tender slope of your neck. i do not hold your hand and lead you through rose...
I'm Alive.
I might hate life and want to die, but I’m alive.
I might not understand the world, but I’m alive.
I might not survive advanced algebra, but at the moment I’m alive.
I might not be with you, but I will continue to live.
I will fight and sometimes I will fall from grace, but right now I’m alive.
Today will suck and tire me out to the point of frustration, but tonight I’m alive.
I might bleed,...
“I’ve done everything, everything for nothing,” says Robbo. “I...”
– http://online.wsj.com/article/SB20001424052748703795004575087043622126412.html
don't mind me, i just wanted to see what this...
nick: I am eating girl scoot cookies!
me: ohhhhh.... myyyyy... freakink.... gosh.... O.O WHERED YOU GET THOSE!?!?!?!?!
nick: the cabinet!
me: Whoa! Where is this cabinet??!?!?! What kind you eatin?!
nick: In the kichen! Samoas!
me: Mmmmmm i like mint thins better! but those are still amazing!
nick: yuck! those are gross!
me: You suck!!! They rock!!! and ice cream loves them too! Im going back to my old (now new) love! goodbye!
nick: Fine! be like that! ill go back to one of my old loves!
me: which one?!
nick: any one =p
me: Lol you couldn't live without me
nick: watch me! you betrayed my love for ice cream i can live without you!
me: Id reather not.... thats a bit creepy and desprate! mmm ok ill check in a few days to see if your alive
nick: Well id rather have ur love anyday!!! stay with me
me: mmmmm maybe...
nick: Fine stay with ice cream =( i understand ='(
me: You do?!
nick: yes you love ice cream more than me
me: Whoa no you dont understand! Ice cream love is one sided it doesn't love me back! It cant make me smile till my eyes disapper like you do! it cant talk and say i love you like you do! it cant run around and act dorky like you do! it isnt nice like you! It wouldnt even care if i died like you would! it wouldnt cry if i moved on too a new love like you would! and it most deffently isnt as sweet as you! so ill take you back!
nick: =') that was sooooooo beyond sweet!!! i saved that btw ;) ur the best...
.... and
I TAKE YOU BACK TOO CUASE I LOVE YOU!!!!
me: :) yah that was for telling you you suck :) which you dont! ohhh yayyy!